SO TIRED!

But I feel an immense sense of satisfaction somehow (:

It's been pretty tough staring non-stop at laptops (& Windows ones at that), but I feel like I've done alot of work in the past few days!

Plus today we finally got to visit MediaCorp & ohmytian I managed to enter the Control Room!

Definitely much better than the MCM one, though Melissa says the FSV one is around the same -.-

Well besides feeling old, at least I made new friends, had Popeyes, Swensons, made Milo myself for like the first time in tenmillion years, NasiLemak, & seeing people want to die of eating NasiLemak XD
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Halfway through, a few people said I was wasting my time/life away on this, but still, I'm really thankful for this opportunity to be there, to learn, & to be able to witness a Reality TV show Recording

Plus we had nice in-charges, especially people like Natra & Eugene, who took care of us during our internship :D

&&& yes just a random note, I actually dreamed that I was very very very late today -.-

It was like I panicked in my dream, then when I woke up I realized it was like so early still T.T

It kinda scares me that I'm kinda putting too much focus on it, like it was a part of my life during the past few weeks, but it makes me happy that at least I REALLY DO WANT THIS, that Production is really what I would want to do for the rest of my life, as a career.

& it feels so great that the people I've been working with have the same kind of drive & passion for this too (:

So even though life doesn't go the way you want it to (SCHOOL HOLIDAYS STILL AREN'T EXTENDING ))))))):), at least I know why I am still surviving & living this life & studying all these!